I look in the mirror at my face sometimes
Feel like everything is out of place sometimes
How come I feel like I'm in a race sometimes?
Feeling like I wanna get away sometimes
Is it not enough for me to hate myself?
Maybe I should look out for my mental health
Letting go of every single hand I've held
'Cause I've been feeling time has passed me by
I want to live until I feel alive
That's it that's all
That's the curtain call
Let's drink a little alcohol
It's written on a bathroom stall
Maybe even block your call
Ooh I wanna fly, wanna fall
Ooh until I hit that wall
Like a cannonball
That's it that's all
I love the way that first feeling hits
The way the lyric of the chorus sits
The way my knife inside my hand just fits
I know I could never be the perfect bitch
Is it not enough for me to hate myself?
Maybe I should look out for my mental health
I guess I'm learning how to help myself
'Cause all my life I spend my time on you
I'd love to hold myself the way you do
That's it that's all
That's the curtain call
Let's drink a little alcohol
Write it on a bathroom stall
Maybe even block your call
Ooh I wanna fly, wanna fall
Ooh until I hit that wall
Like a cannonball
That's it that's all
Always feel like I gotta keep my mouth shut
Might as well put me in a pair of handcuffs
'Cause I always feel like I could say too much
Insecurity is like a constant crutch
Maybe I should give up on the life I know
Get a little peace out of the daily flow
Gotta learn to live and just let go
That's it that's all
That's the curtain call
Let's drink a little alcohol
Play a little basketball
Maybe even block your call
Ooh I wanna fly wanna fall
Ooh until I hit that wall
Like a cannonball
That's it that's all