I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
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I tried it once before and I think I might have messed up
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that all the blood escaping me
Won't end the pain and I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be
The white ghost of the man that I was meant to be
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
And I should have told my mother, "Mom, I love you" like a good son
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that all the blood escaping me
Won't end the pain and I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be
The white ghost of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
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I tried it once again and I think I might black out
I should have left a letter but I had nothing to write about
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that all the blood escaping me
Won't end the pain and I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be
The white ghost of the man that I was meant to be
I tried it once again and I think I went too far (the man that I was meant to be)
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart (the man that I was meant to be)
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one