God I want these freezers empty, she said So we killed my wife and all my friends instead I took a greyhound bus to my parents' house And slept in my old bed Only then I had two sisters instead of brothers And they spoke softly cooking creams for supper A waitress cut my hair and left me somewhere And now me and every lost dog looks the same She said: Enough ejaculating, alright You and every dog killed in the light My plans are all laid out and I am going to the woods One large egg of me was actual parts of my body That I saw from the sky struck please Yes I built this catastrophe I curated this disease I architect the suddenlys And sell them now as packaged meats In diners for the dogs like me He asked me if I had a gun I answered: Naturally This is a dangerous war, I told him He said he knew a place to hide A hotel where husbands go when they forget their wives So I met him there for a good time I cleaned his bones and he cleaned mine