He taught me roads rivers run So, I ran and I stayed gone for so long Sharing secrets doesn't undo the wrong But it started to feel like I belonged I sang of my sickness That's what he called it Because I didn't fit Because there were bandages on my wrists He taught me map maybe make So, I took off my clothes and jumped in the lake Where the wounds were started to ache And I felt so alive and so awake But he said, "Don't romanticize it" And just like every man I ever loved back then, I let him say it I am, I am still alive, still alive, singing I am, I am still alive, still alive singing Da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da I am, I am still alive, still alive, singing I am, I am still alive, still alive singing Da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da