I'm alive, yet I'm not alive But I'll be seeing you on the other side In fields of green, where the trees were born There are rings of smoke around every thorn Watching as my friends fade away Into the hive mind, but they will not stay Y'know, I can't handle this; I'll be crying in heaven Like god cursed me, but who really cares What is a drug (What can you tell me) Can you make me feel good (What will you tell me) Am I out of luck (What will you tell me) Vision slowly obscured (This you have told me) I can never go up in flames Cause if I do, she'll never be the same Hearing screams all the time, it'll never stop Just leave this place, or I'll call the cops Phoenix flies in, makes me think I've cracked up And all my friends finally know I'm fucked up Am I gone, am I not? Oh, where is my mind I'll be seeing you again when my brain is fried What is a drug (What can you tell me) Can you make me feel good (What can you tell me) Am I out of luck (What will you tell me) Vision slowly obscured (This you have told me) Am I going blind (What can you tell me) Am I going nuts (What will you tell me) Am I out of time (What have you told me) You just need some rest (This you have told me)