Up on the frozen hill
Look over the valley
Feet are numb, I'm bundled up
Just me and my broken thoughts
Seems I've reached the top
Know what lurks inside
The ground beneath me shakes
Know what I left behind
Stared death in the eye
He reached out his hand
And said
"There are friends for you in heaven
Why not leave those ones behind?
Your family doesn't love you
And no one ever will."
So I said screw it, I took his hand
I swallowed the pill
Woke up the next day
My body laid beside me
Rushed out of the house
It was all dry and empty
I went down to the church
To see if they were there
Climbed up on the ledge and watched
As my best friends cried their eyes out
One of them, he looked above
And he could tell that I was there
"Oh, what a loss", the priest said
"This young soul has left the Earth
Dug back to the ground
Never to return."
But my spirit's still here, my eyes haven't shut
They're all looking down instead of up
Close my eyes, have a dream
Have a smoke, whatever you need
More like wants disguised as needs
But whatever, never forever