I've become a stranger in the prison of my own skin Watching you light up like a Christmas tree on the hottest day in spring You were the resolution in the year of the black cat that I couldn't keep Making out like a bandit selling candles from your mansion under the sea Yea maybe I've become a little bit jealous of the way you've made out in your life I thought the words you spoke under the oath of blood bound us to our never-ending fight And I know we're grown-ups and we're supposed to be able to take it all in stride But I'm a little bit uneasy about tonight Yea I'm a little bit uneasy about tonight Under the pressure of living up to the man that you want me to be I guess I lost my sense of direction and turned my back on the things that mattered to me You took it all on the chin, looking back you were my only friend So, that's what I wanted to tell you tonight, I wanted to look you in the eye Into those gorgeous big green eyes Ten years down the road we'll look back and be thankful for the good times that we had But that don't make it easier for me to lose my only source of light in a world gone black And I know we're grown-ups and we're supposed to be able to take it all in stride But I'm a little bit uneasy about tonight But I'm a little bit uneasy about tonight Take it easy on me tonight But I'm a little bit uneasy about tonight Take it easy on me