It felt like a dream At least a hundred lifetimes ago When I was young and I was full of hope I could hold my head up and I could greet the day And I could hold on to greatness Impulses die They fade away Architecture on fault lines And beds made in graves Worship ourselves Our own improvements Dead end delights Dead institutions Of greed Of greed I know it's inside of me I know it's inside of me Bury my head Bury my head in my hands Bury my head Bury my head in my hands Bury my head Bury my head in my hands Bury my head Bury my head in my hands Impulses die They fade away Architecture on fault lines And beds made in graves Worship ourselves Our own improvements Dead end delights Dead institutions Bury my head Bury my head in my hands Bury my head Bury my head in my hands Bury my head Bury my head in my hands Bury my head Bury my head in my hands When you're forced down the wrong path You can see the blood in the soil It's death consumes your heart Your life has found its toil I wouldn't be who I am now Without your deceit, your clouded truth Thanks for giving me this fresh hell Thanks for killing the last of my youth This is not an admission of guilt It's accepting what you've done Understanding what you built Is knowing what you've become I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe I want to be alive