I see no blood no scars All I know is something hurts I'm in the field you know Where just invasive species grow I'm grateful that you made my bed Thanks but Ill sleep when Im dead Gardens flooded please don't bother I've killed plants with too much water Fuck this world I hate it I love it all the same and Ill pay my debts from way back then I'll be back I dont know when Clock ticks I never miss It's better if you just exist Thank you for this gift of life Love is patient love is kind This field is dying and Im dying cause I need to leave Im running from the only thing that made me live and breathe I'm never tired I always chase the rising sun The world is mine so I think I'll pack my bag and run I still remember someday we won't remember this You still remind me through the winters for now spring exists You know theres something Ive been asking myself to say But thats for another day