Don't let this be the end of you, no
I promise if you give it time
You'll figure out the reason for it all
It all gets better
It all gets better
It all makes sense if you wait
It all gets better
It all gets better
It all makes sense if you wait
Holding my breath, I've been missing my cues
All the energy that I wish that I could use
Looking at my life like all I ever do is lose
A falsified perception from emotional abuse
I never know how to work it
Way too focused on the fact that I'm imperfect
I really shouldn't be this nervous
But everyday I'm scared that I won't live up to my purpose
I thought I'd have it figured out
I thought that I'd do something that could make myself proud
But lately all I'm finding is my head up in the clouds
And I've been way too high to try and bring myself down
I know it's out of my control
But I'm still having trouble letting certain things go
Fighting through a war that no one near me even knows
The doors that I've left open that I cannot seem to close
I preach my words with good intention
But I can't help it when the sadness sets in
Feels like my heart has no place to rest in
And will it be the same after all this tension?
But I can't keep thinking like it will
It's foolish to be miserable and feel it for the thrill
There's really no reason to see my doubt and make a hill of it
What good is an empty glass if I don't have something to fill it with?
Don't let this be the end of you, no
I promise if you give it time
You'll figure out the reason for it all
It all gets better
It all gets better
It all makes sense if you wait
It all gets better
It all gets better
It all makes sense if you wait
Holding my breath without any intent
All the energy that I wish I never spent
All this overthinking that I wish I could prevent
These agonizing memories that I presently resent
I was never taught how to fix it
Way too caught up in my physical restrictions
Not knowing how I've been conditioned
And I always overlook it when I go into remission
I always think I'll never heal
I never take it serious with anything i feel
Emotions feel safer if I'm keeping them concealed
But I'm always disappointed the second they get revealed so
I know there's work to be done
I guess succeeding when you want to really takes away the fun
It's better in the process and accept whatever comes
And I'm glad it's in a song instead of the barrel of a gun
I've had too many close calls
To give into the hurt and tell myself it's fine to fall
Making issues big doesn't mean your being small
Nobody knows how they'll react when their back is against the wall
So, just take it easy when you can
And know that it's so much better if you never understand
And even if it doesn't go the way that you planned
You'll be able to find your footing when you finally land
Don't let this be the end of you, no
I promise if you give it time
You'll figure out the reason for it all
It all gets better
It all gets better
It all makes sense if you wait
It all gets better
It all gets better
It all makes sense if you wait