These last few months were harder to forgive
I keep on waking up thinking I'm dreaming
These last few weeks were hard for me to live
I keep forgetting how much I've been healing
And its true
It doesn't always go the way you want it to
And maybe I'm crazy deep inside
Sometimes we hold on too tightly and we start to lose our grip
But that doesn't mean we let it slip
Cause we'll fall back
And we'll cry all by ourselves
What the hell do you call that?
We shouldn't have to feel so alone
It's easier to walk away
And say that's where we are
There's no sense thinking that we're better apart
Because we've come too far
These last few days have made it tough to breathe
I keep on waiting for somebody else to leave me
These last few years have worked me through my teeth
I keep forgetting that it won't always be easy
I'm sick of staring at walls and hoping that they'll shift position
Sick of giving you words and feeling like you never listen
Wish that there was something more I could have done to keep you around
I'm holding on by a thread and maybe it's time to cut it
But how come I've had to let go of everything that I love
And I don't want this weight still holding me down
It doesn't always go the way you want it to
And maybe I'm crazy deep inside
Sometimes we hold on too tightly and we start to lose our grip
But that doesn't mean we let it slip
Cause we'll fall back
And we'll cry all by ourselves
What the hell do you call that?
We shouldn't have to feel so alone
It's easier to walk away
And say that's where we are
There's no sense thinking that we're better apart
Because we've come too far