We're playing with our lives Taking too much time for decisions Can't make up our minds anymore I stay up late to see how much I can take when I'm lonely Don't know who I'll be without you Just let me shed my skin And fall underneath the wave Just let me embrace the wind And see how far I get Cause I don't want to feel this way It's hard enough to get what I deserve When the words just can't explain it I don't want to feel this way Cause I don't want to live my life like I'm struggling to stay above water I don't want to drown in myself that way like I still do Waking up in sweats Feels like I've been dying on the inside Don't know why I'm upset anymore Filled up with regret Don't know why I take it out on myself How could I just let it get this far Just let me shed my skin And fall underneath the wave Just let me embrace the wind And see how far I get Cause I don't want to feel this way It's hard enough to get what I deserve When the words just can't explain it I don't want to feel this way Cause I don't want to live my life like I'm struggling to stay above water I don't want to drown in myself that way like I still do