I sat out in the rain To soothe my racing brain But anxiety comes through When I begin to think of you Oh I study where I am To try and ground myself again But I am led astray Distracted by the rain Oh my gentle heart beats for you And all I can hear rings so true But my gentle heart is pained to see My darkest fears, my jealousy So my gentle heart trusts in you That you might know what to do I talk to you again We talk about our friends And everything that we're built on How when I'm down, it seems far gone And that feeling comes again That doubt for everything I am It's easier with you But it's so hard for me to trust the truth Oh my gentle heart beats for you And all I can hear is so true But my gentle heart is pained to see All of the shadows inside of me So my gentle heart breaks in two When I think of losing you I'm sprawled out in the rain My energy is drained And anxiety comes through To tell me that my fear is true It's roaring at my back The pain of everything I lack But I don't think it's true I'll trust that you can love me too