I don't want to
But I try to
Silence you inside my head
You're the voice that
Makes me writhe when I'm abed
How you split me
With your cunning
Every time while you have fed
You're the voice that
Colors my entire world red
Wish I could have chosen
But you always win
I can feel you in my bones
I'll never be alone
Fight tooth and nail
To stop your surfacing
All the while as I protest
I relish your behest
Surrendering
I want to be a wicked thing
I have moments
Of clarity
But they're few and far between
You're the voice that
Pushes cravings so obscene
How you burn me
Nice and slowly
Pulling tight as any wire
You're the voice that
Fills me raw with blind desire
Wish I could have chosen
But you always win
I can feel you in my bones
I'll never be alone
Fight tooth and nail
To stop your surfacing
All the while as I protest
I relish your behest
Surrendering
I want to be a wicked thing
I don't want to
Do I need to
Easier just to give in
You're the voice that
Keeps my defense paper thin
How you grip me with your visions
You're the voice that cuts a grin
All is red now
As you swallow me in sin
Wish I could have chosen
But you always win
I can feel you in my bones
I'll never be alone
Fight tooth and nail
To stop your surfacing
All the while as I protest
I relish your behest
Surrendering
I want to be a wicked thing
Wicked thing, a wicked thing, a wicked thing, I want to be a wicked thing