I must have been this way for years
Fixating on my own worst fears
I can't take what I find
Like I wish I was blind
Now I can't stop my mind
If only I could live in an monotone world
I'd be numb to the voice inside of me
My heart's on ten I search for zen
As I wade through my anxiety
The worries runnin' through my veins
Too many things that I can't change
And I just want control
And this will take its toll
On my body
Mind and soul
If only I could live in an monotone world
I'd be numb to the voice inside of me
My hearts on ten I search for zen
As I wade through my anxiety
Don't need a diagnosis of my mental health
Cuz I want the whole world
All to myself
If only I could live in an monotone world
I'd be numb to the voice inside of me
My hearts on ten I search for zen
As I wade through my anxiety
Oh if only I could live in an monotone world
I'd be numb to the voice inside of me
My hearts on ten I search for zen
As I wade through my anxiety