Fuck them all I'm gonna make it
Working all night I ain't takin a vacation
Can't stand another night falling off and getting wasted
Kinda want to go to bed so I can't hear them say shit
Yeah
Like you really want to face it
Running to the top while you're still here doin the same thing
Do this for my myself no waiting
It's so loud I'm going crazy
I was just getting by by myself and I
Did you really mean it when you said it's do or die
I kinda lied when I told you I was fine
I kinda died when you finally left my
Hey
I've been acting different lately
That's what everyone was sayin before they hate me
Stay
On my own they call it shady
That's why I'll always be alone
So stay away please
Had a make a couple bands
Had to lose a couple friends
I'm not ever goin back
Cuz that shit was all pretend
It never ends
Gotta keep up with my meds
Gotta keep on setting trends
Never falling down again yeah
All of the blood on my hands
And all the stains on the carpet
It was never enough
Never what you wanted
Can you say that you need me
Even if it's partly
For everything I did
Oh god I'm so damn sorry
I was just getting by by myself and I
Did you really mean it when you said it's do or die
I kinda lied when I told you I was fine
I kinda died when you finally left my
Hey
I've been acting different lately
That's what everyone was sayin before they hate me
Stay
On my own they call it shady
That's why I'll always be alone
So stay away please
So stay away please
I don't really want anyone try to change me
Laying in my bed don't wanna take up any space please
If I don't wake up I don't want you to try to save me
I've been feeling so nervous
Like I don't have a purpose
I'll shove it all deep down
Buried beneath the surface
I know I'm working hard
Still feel like I don't deserve it
I don't deserve this
Kinda wanna go away
Don't ever wanna stay awake
Don't ask me why I act this way
I'm workin hard and gettin paid
So sad I cry like every day
The money doesn't help the pain
I was just getting by by myself and I
Did you really mean it when you said it's do or die
I kinda lied when I told you I was fine
I kinda died when you finally left my
Hey
I've been acting different lately
That's what everyone was sayin before they hate me
Stay
On my own they call it shady
That's why I'll always be alone
So stay away please