I need a memory I'll have to make it up Wish you were with me That way it'd be less hard And I've gotten pretty tired in a city that never sleeps Went up so high, I still got time to feel low Half sick you told me How bad your night messed up your head And now you're worried You won't get up out of bed, and I'm Losing sleep Just to feel less alone You're counting clouds I'm counting junk on my floor And I know You'll fade away like the fall did Open arms into the snow And the winter always takes Its sweet precious time To fade away like the leaves did Green to brown to nothing And I used to think of us Under florescent lights Telling jokes and making noises Pretending we're important I need a memory I'll have to make it up Wish you were with me That way it'd be less hard