You were always gonna be my friend You were always gonna be my friend I wasn't gonna be your savior You weren't gonna be my lightning I wasn't gonna be your savior You weren't gonna be my lightning I need death if I want life You wanna feel as if we won't die We weren't gonna be forever Your eyes are lit so I don't tell you There was a time I really wanted, wanted you Wanted, wanted to hey All my life I only wanted something new Wanted something to change If I cry we will wash away if I blink we will disappear If I cry we will wash away if I blink we will disappear If I cry we will wash away if I blink we will disappear If I cry we will wash away if I blink we will disappear You are always gonna be my friend You are always gonna be my friend I wasn't gonna be your savior You weren't gonna be my lightning I wasn't gonna be your savior You weren't gonna be my lightning Why won't you let yourself fear fear Is it not enough that we are both here We weren't gonna be forever How the hell did we get here There was a time I really wanted, wanted you Wanted, wanted to hey All my life I only wanted something new Wanted something to change Oh now why won't you smile Now why won't you smile Now why won't you smile Oh I want you to smile I want you to smile I want you to smile Oh now why won't you smile Now why won't you smile Now why won't you smile Oh I want you to smile I want you to smile I need you to smile I wasn't gonna be your savior You weren't gonna be my lightning I wasn't gonna be your savior You weren't gonna be my lightning