It ain't easy being with me for real If I were you then I would leave me And move along I know it feels so wrong Love me from a distance But don't give up, I need persistence And need a push in the right direction Even if it feels wrong Baby, how you doing? We ain't spoke in a minute Last time I was loaded, I was pushing my limits And you said I did something that I know that I didn't Always making me wild and make it seem like I'm tripping I'm so close to the edge I already know you gonna miss me when I'm dead A lotta things that I'll always regret But I been doing my best I know I've hurt so many people They would swear that I was evil I just need to love myself before I love anyone else I just need to find a reason to stay alive And keep on breathing Fool me again bitch, now we're even Fool me three times, keep on dreaming I'm so close to the edge I already know you gonna miss me when I'm dead A lotta things that I'll always regret But I been doing my best I know I've hurt so many people They would swear that I was evil I just need to love myself before I love anyone else I just need to find a reason to stay alive And keep on breathing Fool me again bitch, now we're even Fool me three times, keep on dreaming