Light shines through my window at 6 AM
Begins again
No dream in my heart
Let me sleep in until when
I can rise up feeling my life anew
I've got a thought right now if you don't mind me mentioning to you
Since springtime i told myself
This summer this is the big one
It's fall and I feel I've let it all slip
I took a little walk to find a tree in the park
And when I found a spot I went to take apart
Every cloudy thought to dig in deep into my heart
To take these words and call them art
I found it there right on a bench in the shade
I thought about before and all the things that we made
To all the promises and all the words that i never forgave
Light shines through my window
I'm wide awake
I feel it's all a big mistake spending all of my time dreaming
I'll tell you i've failed you
No you'll tell me that i'm conceited
I tell you
I miss the time before i felt so defeated
You told me my greatest strength is to be self evaluated
That no one can see the world like I want to see
I took a look inside with every feeling laid
I thought about before and all the things that we made
To all the promises and all the words that I never forgave
I know I need to change
I took a walk to find a tree in the park
And when I found a spot I went to take apart
Every cloudy thought to dig in deep into my aching heart