I know that I'm the one who shocked you
And makes you fell to the grave along with those dead feelings
Sticking it with so many invisible glue to cover it up
But still I can smell it under my nose or even with my ears
I need a sword to break my memories
Then you left delightfully as long as I'm dying
I guess I just couldn't bring myself to face the fact that maybe
Just maybe we were never what I wanted us to be
Every love that we've made wasn't that beautiful home as I expected
I hate the moment when my weakness were eating me alive
Just like when I walk into love
But couldn't figure a way out anymore
Sinking under the ocean of sadness
Gasping
I don't know if these air are so venomous to my lungs
That I always imagined about how we built our little family
Spending night by night with a lot of cuddles
Holding each other's
When we both cover ourselves with a blanket of tenderness
You are my light in the middle of darkness
The shadow that you've cast
Was never dark enough to concealed out those glares
Oh Lord of heart
I'm so tired of showing love this deep
Most aren't enough even willing to feel or see what I've seen
I know that I've promised not to call but I left so much words unspoken
And you barely say anything at all
Believe me I knew exactly how you feel
I put my heart beneath my feet
So you can watch all of the bloods came through it vessels
And see how useless it was
I wanna see you scream
And notice me that I'm alive
I put my heart beneath my feet
So you can watch all of the bloods came through it vessels
And see how useless it was
I wanna see you scream
And notice me that I'm alive