Another day, put on another face I'm a shell of what I've been Blood and bone trapped in skin At night I used to fall asleep Now I only fall apart Is this darkness coming for me or from me Oh, what a time to be alive I'm alone just like I wished But deep down I just wanted to be missed I'm an exposed nerve That no one deserves Stability is something I cannot preserve Do not judge me by the happiness I feign But by this life that is my bane At night I used to fall asleep Now I only fall apart Is this darkness coming for me or from me Oh, what a time to be alive I'm alone just like I wished But deep down I just wanted to be missed It's getting worse The days are doused I'm treating death like a lighthouse So I can feel the sorrow slowly soak in my bones Have you ever waited for yourself to come home 'Cause it's clear to me this body is a black hole Taking all it's time, it's tax, and all of its toll At night I used to fall asleep Now I only fall apart Is this darkness coming for me or from me Oh, what a time to be alive I'm alone just like I wished But deep down I just wanted to be missed It's 4 a.m. again I should be laying in my bed This body needs some rest Where is my head This body needs some rest