Calm down Run it back, unpack It's been far too long I never seem to know how All I can I say is that I'm worn out Put your swords down now Get it out of my system Christmas' on its way Yet I'm still feelin' out of place All the doubts upon me I'm afraid of the things I can't guess or predict But I know I can't turn back And to think that the world was never fair My brother Mike said I'm getting there Loosen up the noose around my neck I've been fighting all my best to hold my own (All along, all along) I'm just tryna find a place to call my home (All alone, all alone) Suffer this guilt cloud stuck in my lungs In and out just to feel enough Hear the wolves right at my door Preying on hopes I can't restore Don't wanna do this anymore I guess I'm just conflicted I've been fighting all my best to hold my own (All along, all along) I'm just tryna find a place to call my home (All alone, all alone) Save me from this silent fire