(Let your guard down
You don't have to fight it
This is your song
You don't have to share it)
I just want you next to me but that's all a dream
Broken like you
That thing between your eyes
But you act like nothing's fucking wrong
I can't do this by myself
Please tell me why I ruin every fucking
Thing that I've ever loved, ever touched
I know I'll never be enough for you
All you did was watch while I fell apart
Kept cutting me with shards from a broken heart
Fall asleep in my arms like it was nothing to you
Now tell me...
Does it feel good to hurt me?
To know that you're lurking inside of every thought?
Tell me do you feel happy to watch
Yourself stabbing me in the fucking heart?
Does watching the blood drip put a smile to your lips?
Does it make you feel strong?
Does watching me die from the fucking
Inside make you laugh while you sing along?
I know you'll always be beneath my sleeves
Forever feel the scars burn
Laugh and watch me bleed
Can't feel anything
Self destruction she caused
Fuck it hurts
Why can't I just let go?
Shadows swallow me whole
Phantoms following home like your ghost
Memories that won't fade
And don't dull like the blade
Passing through like a knife to the veins
Wish you would have stayed
All you did was watch while I fell apart
Kept cutting me with shards from a broken heart
Fall asleep in my arms like it was nothing to you
Now you're gone and
I just want you next to me but that's all a dream
Broken like you
That thing between your eyes
But you act like nothing's fucking wrong
I can't do this by myself
Please tell me why I ruin every fucking
Thing that I've ever loved, ever touched
I know I'll never be enough for you