I need you in my life for now
How long? I don't know
You've done some shit I can't understand
I'm letting you go
Give a fuck about your feelings (give a fuck about that)
When I'm the one that's gonna need it (I don't need it)
You're just in the past, now you're part of me
I don't know why, I don't wanna know
All my friends have all been right about you
But I never wanted the truth, yeah
I've been hearing different versions of the same song
I'm just living life with no worries
Broken promises are like confessions from the fakes
I'm at peace and I'm okay with never hearing your sorries
I don't want it
I don't wanna hear you check in on me
Asking me if everything is alright
I don't wanna hear my friends
Telling me that people fight sometimes
Problems come to light and maybe you should walk outside
(Jealous, envy me) and I don't think that I should ease your pain
(Desperate for me) you love the rainbows but don't want my rain
(Jealous, envy me) and I don't think I'll trust a word you say
(Desperate for me) I can't let your sins just take away my faith
Looking at homies differently
I just been hoping that my money won't affect the chemistry
Mostly sober but this shit done make me hit the Hennessy, on God
Pray to God He keeps the angels all round me
When I ride through the city
Mama, I'm a grown ass man already
I got problems, I can't even tell you already
'20s looking crazy, I can't wait for 21
Promise you'll be happy for as long as I'm around
Time flies
If you're thinking 'bout me ma' just know that I'm fine
I'm as strong as you because you raised me, that's right
I'm the same kid with bigger goals and bigger shows
And just the right amount of mess, right amount of stress
Like you always said it's always gon' be for the best
Had a show in China, I'm just steady making bread
I'ma tell you all about it when I fly to see you next, mama
I need you in my life for now
How long? I don't know
You've done some shit I can't understand
I'm letting you go
Give a fuck about your feelings (feelings)
When I'm the one that's gonna need it (need it)
You're just in the past, now you're part of me
I don't know why, I don't wanna know
(I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know)
All my friends have all been right about you
But I never wanted the truth
(Jealous, envy me) and I don't think that I should ease your pain
(Desperate for me) you love the rainbows but don't want my rain
(Jealous, envy me) and I don't think I'll trust a word you say
(Desperate for me) I can't let your sins just take away my faith
(Jealous)
I tried to FaceTime you, but you didn't answer
But I just wanted to tell you that I'm so fucking proud of you
Like, what the fuck?
I just got on Instagram and first thing I see
Is my best friend just being fucking amazing
Like, what the fuck?
You are, you are a freaking...
You are so talented, and so special, and so kind
Yeah, fuck yeah, what she said
You are amazing, I love you so fucking much
And I'm so fucking proud of you
And you are doing so amazing in life
And you are amazing, you are amazing, you are amazing
And you deserve everything great
In the entire universe that happens to you
Because you're just so fucking amazing
And I love you and I'm so proud of you
And you know you're so... fucking sobs like this
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But I love you