I've been wondering why you never come around 'Cause as of recently you're all that I can think about I'll take what I'm feeling and I'll write it down But I swear I won't say your name out loud Because I think I've learned my lesson by now You've been seeing somebody new, he takes your breath away I just know I'm hurting but I'm still wishing you the best It could have been me, I struggle to see where my faults are Am I a small part in your future life? Feel my mental slide But I'll keep singing Your voice is ringing I miss getting high by the airport lights Said a million times that the feeling died I faked it but I just can't take this They wont love like me, won't see what I see So I guess I'll reach like a devotee They say it's hard to get over feelings and I know But someone will come along and I'll be forced to let you go You've always been free but now I can't breathe And I'm shaking, drives we were taking Never knew the roads but you felt like home I swear I'd follow her to the river Needless to say, I burn and I wither Cause I know just what she needs, it's all that I'd give her And I think she chose not to see it I swear I'm fine because I'll leave it all behind She means too much and there's still a love And it gives me peace of mind So I'll keep singing Her voice is ringing I miss getting high by the airport lights Said a million times that the feeling died I faked it but I just can't take this They want love like me, won't see what I see So I guess I'll reach like a devotee