Fuck
Prescription pills from the back of the cabinet
Nothings ever felt the same
I prolly should've abstained, fuck
In too deep, and forming a habit
Feeling nothing, except pain
At least I'm feeling something
Low self-esteem
Causing problems
No self-belief
Embarrassing
Situations
They never cease
But that's ok
Cause I know they love me anyway
Pop a few every hour of every single day
I've never felt this love
Not even from the m— above
But this shit's starting' get tragic
I ripped my teeth and hair out
Man, this shit went and lost all its magic
She feels lost in the world
She never thought the — would fuck her up
And make her — her mind
Your mine now
Don't act phased bitch
Prescription pills from the back of the cabinet
Nothings ever felt the same
I really shoulda stayed away
In too deep, and stuck in a habit
Feeling nothing, except pain
At least I'm feeling something
FUCK
These pills will kill
Every single feeling you wanted to feel
Just wanna breathe your air
This shit's never been fair
I wanna keep you tap
But I know you'll never keep tabs
On the way that you heal, like
You pushed away
Everyone who gave a fuck to notice
I shoot my shot
You keep it locked
I'm sure as hell to know this
Its not my fault you've been distant
No its not my fault
La da da da da oh
La da da da da oh
Oh no
Don't act phased bitch
Sorry guys
Oh no
Um
I like just noticed
I'm like stacking things
In my room to like uh make a stand