Good fortune ain't free And it sure ain't for me Unfortunate pain With nothing to gain Like a dark cloud Alone in a crowd My brain is at war Each moment a chore The curse Help set me free I can't feel me This noise in my brain It drives me insane I'm cursed It's constant disaster This pain is my master My head hurts at rest Everyday is a test Down on my knee End my losing spree It's deep in my brain Within my body engrained Like a dark cloud Alone in the crowd My brain is at war Each moment a chore The curse Help set me free I can't feel like me This noise in my brain It drives me insane I'm cursed I can't catch a break Makes my whole body ache This life of misfortune My personal fortune