Wish I could be there when I'm needed Don't think you've ever seen me act like this before I'm sorry I'm not alright At least that's what it feels like Yeah Wish I could say I had the answers But I don't guess that's how this works at all I just want to stay inside Nobody ever in sight No And I just won't admit it Admit that I've been sick and Sick of all these questions Questions I would dismiss Not about that nonsense Girl you know I'm off it Out trying my hardest, yeah And I can't even tell you How many times I've lost it Almost feeling naucious Worry about nothing Every day and morning Can't hear what I'm thinking But I'm not gonna take it, no I don't want to hurt nobody else But it's every day, it's every day, and I Can't get away, can't get away from the Problems I keep seeming to cause It never seems to stop Somedays I want to kick back Somedays I want to fight back But not every day is the same And I shouldn't feel any shame Falling apart on my way out Going and going and going never stopping no How can I keep this up all the time I do not know Maybe I need a break or maybe I'll take it slow Letting myself do something new how far can I go I don't want to see it I just want to breathe it Living every day like It's a fantasy like Call me up and ask me If you want to see me If you want to go there Then we'll have to stay there I just hope you love it Cause you know I'm off it Out trying my hardest I'm gonna be honest I don't know how much more Of this I can stand Cause I'm not gonna take it no Some days I don't know who I am But then you remind me Yeah you remind me I don't want to hurt nobody else But it's every day, it's every day, and I Can't get away, can't get away from the Problems I keep seeming to cause It never seems to stop