I'm starting to hate the future Cause of its contempt for me And I know that it's human nature To crave security But when I'm all by myself I think and think and think and think some more Cause I know that I'm in hell When I can't hear the voice say You'll never be lonely, never be lonely You'll never be lonely again You'll never be lonely, never be lonely You'll never be lonely again I'm starting to hate my past now Cause of what it's teaching me And I know that it's you I resent now With the mud up to my knees But when I'm all by myself I think and think and think and think some more Cause I know that I'm in hell So I mutter to myself every day I'll never be lonely, never be lonely I'll never be lonely again I'll never be lonely, never be lonely Never be lonely again I'm starting to hate it all now Cause the point is getting dull And I know all this doubting's harmful But it can't stay in my skull So I find myself again changing teams, on my knees The cell reception's poor Why can't I believe? I repeat to myself Am I just someone on your shelf Or am I something real I'll never be lonely I'll never be lonely I'll never be lonely again