I must confess This is a mess Broken in two thousand tiny little pieces Clear from the start It would all fall apart It's me versus you nobody's getting sentimental I knew it would hurt I'm covered in dirt I never belonged and I don't want to go to heaven The beginning of the end My dearest friend The beginning of the end is just the end of the beginning I wanna go outside I wanna feel alive again I'm trying to survive But the past is on my mind When I work out where it went wrong Everything will be alright High as the sky I'll never fly Could stay up all night but it wouldn't make a difference Why do I care Nothing for me there Move on with your life and pretend it's going somewhere I'm sick of this shit You're full of it I see straight through you and I don't want to go to heaven The beginning of the end My dearest friend The beginning of the end is just the end of the beginning I wanna go outside I wanna feel alive again I'm trying to survive But the past is on my mind When I work out where it went wrong Everything will be alright I wanna go outside I wanna feel alive again I'm trying to survive But the past is on my mind When I work out where it went wrong Everything will be alright I wanna go outside I wanna feel alive again I'm trying to survive But the past is on my mind When I work out where it went wrong Everything will be alright