Hate
Wretched existence
I failed
Doubting persistence
Haze
Stripped of subsistence
I failed
Forever flawed
Wasted resistance
My veins are drying out
Sincerity I doubt
Reaching for
Isolation
You claimed I could refuse
But knew what I would choose
Thriving in
Fabrication
Absorption through my skin
Covering the truth within
Settling for
Stark desperation
Life is relentless scourging toxic backwards vengeful
Nothing out there but lies rehashed
My mind is resourceless crumbling fallen
Poisoned grinding strangled churning
Crying curled and slashed
My soul is defenseless submerging noxious crusted swirling
Nothing out there but lies unlashed
Anguish pouring from my eyes
Nothing left I don't despise
Longing for
Desolation
Needles poking through my skin
Ending every why that's been
Yearning for
Pure sedation
Hate
Wretched existence
I failed
Doubting persistence
Haze
Stripped of subsistence
I failed