Tried to turn my mum against me
Say I'm crazy and again, I gave her everything
Fuck, she really broke my heart again
I just need some time I'm tryna think straight
(What? MiSTah Kye mixed this on a phone?)
'Cause I need someone who loves me
And I know it don't come easily
And maybe I'm just not good enough at all to feel love
(Hehe LS TheProducer)
So how am I supposed to let go?
When you won't let me let go
And maybe I'm just not good enough at all to feel love
I'm addicted to love feels like I'm on drugs
I'm fucked, you been fucking me up
So I was tryna recover and give it all up
But I think I relapsed 'cause you're back in my palms
I tried pulling back, pulled back to the max
And snapped, snapped like elastic band
Now I'm in two halves cuh I don't understand
'Cause you left me to hang now you wanna come back
You took me out like garbage, least that's what I thought
Our love, our trust, you tarnished
Thought it was me getting driven around
But it turns out, you was in the dumping ground
Realized who I was and I dropped my crown
Fuck that now nobody's stopping me now
Threw you out of my mind, you won't come back around
Then boom and you rang, where do I go now?
You tell me, that you're sorry
You tell me, we should work this out
You tell me, you been seeing me work
And putting me first, now you're feeling proud
But me I can't work this out
'Cause you really did let me down
I got back up now you're tryna come back
And I really don't know what to do right now
'Cause I'm in two minds when it comes to love
'Cause I wanna go back but I should stay back
This time yeah we might just work
Or maybe I should let this burn
But letting it burn will light up the smoke
And I know I'll choke and make it worse (Fuck)
Yeah I wanna let go, you ain't letting me go
How can I let go?
I feel like my neck's tied up in rope
'Cause you won't even let me go
I don't wanna fall too deep 'cause I know I'll pass
Hang loose and lose my throat
Low-key I been feeling high
And high key I been feeling low
Love is a drug and it has me slow
Now I don't even know if I wanna let go
She telling me that she wants some closure
I don't know how that's making sense
You're the one that left, why you play with my head
I know love is a game, didn't think it was chess
Spent 2 years and it made me a mess
I try go clean but it made me stressed
She wanna meet up, that's the ultimate test
And I fucked up, shoulda wore a bulletproof vest
But I stepped out, with a cast on my arm
'Cause I've always had my heart on my sleeve
And I'm really intrigued so I might as well see
Why she playing with me but I'm letting her speak
And I'm seeing her face but it's making sick
I don't know what to say but I'm keeping it quick
But she grabbed my arm, it's fucked, I tripped
I'm pissed, why she think she's slick
Now I'm falling again and it's fucking me up
Now it's spinning my head, no I can't give it up
Don't leave me for dead, might give you a chance
Now I'm missing your love, even though it was fucked
You put a knife in my heart which broke it apart
You won't do it again! Are you sure? Are you not?
Don't lie to my face cuh I'm playing these cards, I folded
Now I relapsed on drugs, it's love! (Fuck!)
I'm sorry to my fans that thought I was strong
I'm sorry to myself, I know that was dumb
I coulda been up on stage getting paid
But I chose the fate of feeling numb
Made a whole album and called it recovery
And tried to recover, it shoulda been done
I shoulda been married to music
Coulda been great but I guess I was losing
Losing right now cuh I'm trapped in the cycle
I'm stuck in a maze, can you help me out?
I don't know if I can do this again
I'm addicted to love, it's like crystal meth
And I know drugs kill but fuck It I'm real
She won't try it again but l really don't know how I feel
'Cause I'm in two minds when it comes to love
'Cause I wanna go back but I should stay back
This time yeah we might just work
Or maybe I should let this burn
But letting it burn will light up the smoke
And I know I'll choke and make it worse (Fuck)
Yeah I wanna let go, you ain't letting me go
How can I let go?
I feel like my neck's tied up in rope
'Cause you won't even let me go
I don't wanna fall too deep 'cause I know I'll pass
Hang loose and lose my throat
Low-key I been feeling high
And high key I been feeling low
Love is a drug and it has me slow
Now I don't even know if I wanna let go
(Hehe LS TheProducer)
(What? MiSTah Kye, mixed this on a phone?)