Walking aimlessly with you You said "don't forget this feeling" I'll be out of town for work soon, And you'll be at home sleeping Nothing much to dream about, Nothing like we imagined Drove out 20 hours, played a show for 3 kids, Made 65 bucks divided by 7 Cause i'm pathetic, i'm alright Yeah i'm a failure, wasting life What are the odds we make it home alive this time? (And every time I try to claw my way out, You pull the string around my ankles back down, Treading the water, raining harder now, So stick around, watch me drown) It's not a mistake if you make it twice It's worth the pain if it gets you high I'm not arrogant, I hate my life I'm pathetic, you were right Smoke 'till there's no air, drink until I don't care Can't fear the future if I never get there Pull out my teeth in a fever dream I sing suicide notes disguised as poetry Nothing you can do to save me now I picked the derelict bridge but keeping looking down Because I know I'll never make it but i'll still be proud So just stick around, watch me drown Broken bridge, falling down Hold your breath, let it out Heavy rain, harder now Stick around, watch me drown Pull the string, drag me down Broken wrists, reaching out Surface getting farther now Stick around, watch me drown