What am I supposed to say? Maybe this will take away the pain Or will it stay? (will it stay forever?) You played it off with pretty words And looking back, it all feels like a blur You struck a nerve (what happens now?) Reflect the glass and take me to the past I'll wire myself right this time Bullshit accusations Gaps in fabrications Bullshit conversations Filling in the spaces Bullshit accusations (What do you want me to say to make you proud?) Broken bleeding faces (Thoughts becoming darker, Fully shutting down) Bullshit conversations (Nothing left to lose now, I'm begging you) Test my fucking patience Panic attack I think that he's just overreacting Pills to relax I'm not him, I'll never be Panic attack I think that he's just overreacting Try to relax I don't get why As you stand there in front of me, your eyes are absent And I felt my heart stop dead I felt my heart stop dead As you stand there in front of me, your eyes are absent And with every word you said, I felt my heart stop dead Burn down the bridge, save all you can, make it out And they'll carve their own way And expect us to follow But don't expect me to stay Don't expect me to swallow the bullshit you're feeding me You can't expect me to swallow the poison you're feeding me I'll die if I swallow, my body will hollow