I don't tell the truth Remain in the light And I hold the breath of all those yesterdays Feel you in my heart Remain in the light And I always see the cross of yesterday Confusion of my soul This loss, my curse At night, I stay awake I am the guardian of my own hell Feeding the pyre of love-filled dreams The merciless life Consumed my illusions I cherish those fairytales Even though they were never mine To reach out for peace of mind Ashes, Ashes glowing in the rain My ashes Dead and remain in the light Frozen fire always burns And cover my ashes And the cross of yesterday... A longing without an end A memory that shall not leave From time to time It seems so pointless That a cruel rage weakens my heart The fragile silence echoes my pain Underneath the cross Protected by its shadow I gather our old treasures Delusive haven against myself Where my ashes always remain