I've rehearsed this scene since I was young But now my lovely words are hiding from my tongue You look at me like a movie And you chew on my name like candy I'm just trying not to fuck it all up I'm just trying not to fuck it all up Its a shot in the dark I can feel it now, its creepin' in But behind my smile I am panicking Perhaps I'll curl up into a ball and wait... I'm just trying not to fuck it all up Want it so bad just don't fuck it up Its a shot in the dark You were as necessary as I was all too optional So I'll wear a mask of confidence And I'll try to think what a normal person might say to this Shaky hands please don't fail me now, take aim And I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying Easy now, easy now, shoot