I wrote a letter to myself I know my flaws work on them well yeah The week of patience is ahead yeah So maybe its pms Or maybe im fragile as hell I look like a wall but I'm butterfly. I'm flying free god gave me wings I have a dream, I have a will Release, let go and evolve now I dont feel at ease when they talkin bout Me, alpha but do I lead well? I don't see the light in the tunnel Or the grass on the other side Whats left in the moment is to Breathe deep and remember... Only God's perfect, you can't win them all Control freak, uh uh Control freak, uh uh Control freak, uh uh Control freak, uh uh I take the matter in my hands And now I created a nightmare Where does it all come from, really where Easy to give advice than to live by it Melina said stay away from stress The next day she was suppose to rest, oh I'm digging up dirt from the past Im stressin, im slipping, I'm done Good girl complex abandoned by the pack Comparing myself to others Is a threat to my persona Where is all my opinions Find the voice and Fill the silence Whats left is my fragile self esteem Shapin my future, statue of liberty Control freak, uh uh Control freak, uh uh Control freak, uh uh Control freak, uh uh