You asked me what I wanted and it all depends
I been losing time to the rockstar meds
With the hi-tech reds
When I look into the clouds I see you looking down
And I feel you all around
Raindrops fall until they drown me
Dying in designer like it shields me from the pain
Feel you all around me
Almost shed a tear when somebody say your name
Everyday I'm getting closer to the grave
Break me into pieces
Even though you're gone I still hope one day you hear this
So much that I wish I could tell you I've done
I'm getting closer to the man we both knew I could become
I have a tendency to fly a little close to the sun
Hoping I see you up in heaven like a sign from above
Cuz I know that you're out there talking to me
You're the stars in the sky getting harder to see
And I know that you're gone but it's hard to believe
Cuz it feels like your spirit is following me
And I know when I go I'll see you at the gates
With a smile on your face trynna welcome me in
And I hope you'll come home but that's not how it goes
I'm alone but I need you to help me pretend
Raindrops fall until they drown me
Dying in designer like it shields me from the pain
Feel you all around me
Almost shed a tear when somebody say your name
Everyday I'm getting closer to the grave
Break me into pieces
Even though you're gone I still hope one day you hear this