Listen up I got some shit to say Listen up I got some shit to say If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Listen up I got some shit to say Listen up I got some shit to say If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Yeah I got regrets about the drugs that I take But they help to solve the problems that I stack in my brain Tell me what you know 'bout being suicidal every day And having no escape so you depend on a blade Yeah I used to be an asshole said shit that he never meant And then by the age of fourteen I was on my twelfth attempt I felt lost and trapped consumed by my regrets Now I'm walkin' through a graveyard death at every step Lately I been hidin' away inside of my room Wishin' that I'd never even come outta the womb But I'll have a smile on my face when greetin' my doom I'll keep my problems locked inside my chest that's all I ever do Listen up I got some shit to say Listen up I got some shit to say If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Listen up I got some shit to say Listen up I got some shit to say If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Opened up my mind and all I saw was an abyss I'm losin' sight of the light like its a solar eclipse They said if not for talent that I wouldn't exist And all I do is spit like I'm talkin' with a lisp I'm just pennin' my emotions my reflection on the page Society has set the norm they're tellin' me I'm strange I dyed my hair and pierced my ears I had to make a change Cause I'd rather be different then ever get called the same I'm insane and I know it I got issues and i really think they showin' Doin' drugs in double doses that's how I'm copin' Oh I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless