Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Heading outside, just to scream on the inside
Had some moments of happiness packed it up waited for this spike
There's no one here to despise no lie, lie
At twenty-two, would've swallowed a .22
If my wifey ain't tell me to let it loose
I feel like my head swollen like Betty Boop
I feel like it's my momma, my daddy too
I feel like I been wildin', been dirty too
Would've copped me thе noose at like thirty-two
It's been harder at night just to go to sleep
Wokе up early in the morning, 4:32
Had to clock in at work like at 6 o'clock
Medications been numbing hurting heart
I been sipping the act' tryna balance out
Got me slurring these words like I'm Foggieraw
Who cares if I get bands up (Uh-huh)
I ain't giving no damn, no hands up
Will I crash this whip? No answer
Disappear like Danny Phantom
No goner on my momma
Wish as teen I liked marijuana
Maybe I'd chill out, maybe I'd calm up (Uh-huh)
Give a lil more focus to commas
There's a lotta talk out there I ain't hearing that (Uh-huh)
Gotta lot hate I felt that I ain't getting back (Uh-huh)
I ain't forgive just learned how to live with that
When I recalled I saw I still felt like that
I was so hot like a red light
Just taking more pills at midnight (Yeah, yeah)
Just get in my feels ain't feel right (Feel right)
Didn't know my pain was real life, life, life
What's life? I don't feel it now
On the outside tryna get around, yeah
So high I don't feel a down
I've been swimming deep
Forgot how to drown, yeah
Feelin' alive, feelin' alone
Feelin' it rise then feelin' it go
Feelin' alive, feelin' alone
Feelin' it rise then feelin' it go
So high I don't feel a down (Feelin' alone)
I've been swimming deep
Forgot how to drown, yeah (Feelin' it go)
What's life?
Got you feeling like giving up life
Momma want her son to put the cup
Hit the back streets, rolling downtown
Smoke another leaf, rolling grams now
My little brother rocking with the Xans now
What you got in the palm of your hand now?
If you take the wrong thing then it's man down
Then it's man down, ayy (Ayy)
My dawg take a line and he geeked
In the back of my head got me wondering
When did my brother turn into a fiend?
I ain't saying I'm better than him
I be smoking up green just like it's nicotine
As a teen momma used to go sneak in my car and find empty bottles of codeine
Man I was on adderol way before I even had a job walking around like a zombie
Used to walk in the dealers and hit us a lick off some Ralph Lauren Polo and Tommy
Then I start serving the molly
Paid but I don't got a job, man, I'm sounding like Tommy
Feeling alone don't come find me
Here in this room I'm like who all these people around?
And I'm talking bout life not just rhyming
Feelin' alive, feelin' alone
Feelin' it rise then feelin' it go
Feelin' alive, feelin' alone
Feelin' it rise then feelin' it go
So high I don't feel a down (Feelin' alone)
I've been swimming deep
Forgot how to drown, yeah (Feelin' it go)
What's life? I don't feel it now
On the outside tryna get around, yeah
So high I don't feel a down
I've been swimming deep
Forgot how to drown, yeah