Yeah, make it real just like a notary
Paranoia got a hold of me
Poppa made me wanna hold the piece
I was ten when I was building walls
I was six when I was panicking
I was fifteen thinking suicide
Twenty-two, I'm thinking similar things
Now I'm looking up from the south side baby
As like I look around I see myself like Hades
I was never prone to a life I hated
Open up my heart, I don't feel so crazy
Momma raised me to be pissed off
I just wanna pop then I lift off
Six below, I gotta lay down
Y'all ain't trippin', no, I get it
I been scared, I'm terrified
I just couldn't handle why
Tell my baby, "Be my side"
Always on thе edge when things don't go right
Things don't go right
Things don't go right
Things don't go right, yеah
If I find nirvana, I'll jump in the water
Since I was a kid, I've been running from trauma
I'd do anything to feel right
Yet I'm running from my real life
What's the balance? I don't know
Don't know how to manage but I'm loving it, uh
I ain't never trippin' off a covenant, uh
This'll never fill me it's a supplement, yeah
Picking up the phone like, "When you coming home Mike?"
I just want the old me don't think he's the grown type
I could never help me nothing on this world might
Had to go above me, had to fine my home right?
Stuck in the middle like Coraline I had to go
Yeah, none of you tripping about it I get it I know
I been scared, I'm terrified
I just couldn't handle why
Tell my baby, "Be my side"
Always on the edge when things don't go right
Things don't go right
Things don't go right
Things don't go right
Things don't go right
Things don't go right
Things don't go right
Since I was a kid I've been running from trauma