Yeah I wish that I was rich yeah I got a dagger dick
Yeah I went and crashed the whip yeah I fucking pushed the bitch
Yeah I think that I'm the shit yeah I tend to be a prick
Every job I get I quit welcome to my life I'm Nic
Seventeen I moved out college drop out with a single mom
Full ride scholarship and all but didn't care thought she was wrong
Youngest in my class I grew up fast was time to have some fun
Met up with my brothers had a blast until the night was done
Party everyday we living life like we will never die
Fuckin hoes and getting high we made our money giving rides
Pull up with the gang we coming deep so don't you start a fight
Do the dash to count the stacks then hit the crib and roll the dice
One day woke up to a new hoe
She be on some crazy shit
Think I kinda dig it though
Met her friends met her fam
Guess I kinda like her yo
She been through a lotta shit
Think I gotta save her bro
Flight up outta state
Had to get my head straight
Fuck that shit I'm back
I been thinking that we should date
Fighting out in public getting nautious in my stomach
I'm determined now it's fuck it do whatever had to cuff it
Fuck
Back and forth never catch a fucking breath
Working three to twelve I been trying but there's nothing left
Never see my friends try to make her happy it's a mess
Life has been a hell and I'm thinking she gon' be my death
Had to take a break and go try to fuck another bitch
Didn't make a difference she still on mind can't call it quits
I apologized got her back said she was changing shit
It was just a lie and again we argue like we're kids
Another night we're chilling and we drink a bottle down
She pushing every button 'til I cannot hear a sound
I take it 'til I blackout then I shove her to the ground
I go to say I'm sorry and got locked up in the pound
Back out, think we're gonna try again
Don't know what's inside my head
Really wish that I was dead
She calling every minute every second but I left it read
Shit is not the same I just wanna go to fucking bed
This is it been too wild now I have to fake a smile
This will hurt, we gotta while but I'm leaving after trial
I'm sorry it was the plan you made me a better man
Wish the best and your fam I'll always be your fan uh