Hallucinogen, I hinge; I replace
Vivid details enhance, void of any aid
Ignore it. Come down. Euphoric, unsound
But still, at least in this moment
I'm inclined to notice
The battered cactus never on its ledge
The sun won't reach where the soil is fresh
Only wishing I were closer, inching further away
If only I had waited up and met you awake
Cite every poem ending incomplete
Proof to myself I could commit to something
I overlook your envelope requesting I write
Then am carried away trying to nullify
Carcinogens carefully cloud ambiguity
To entertain putting doubts against fantasies
Majority cowardice obscuring patience
Reading up; reading in
Although your contact always tends to make me flinch
And still
Stop being foolish. Nothing to offer anyway
Unfolded laundry and a slew of prone mistakes
But I can't help but notice, at least in this moment