I used to watch the trees From the balcony When it was all mine Oh, I felt so free But suddenly I'm living in a lie I'm where the snow always falls I'm back to where I was But I don't wanna be like this We can't go back To the times we had But I wish it wasn't true And since you're far away I can't see the way That always leads to you Cause I'm where the snow always falls I'm back to where I was But I don't wanna be like this But I guess it will get better Only time will tell All I have is a letter That I keep on my shelf But I don't wanna be like this