If money's your biggest motivator you're uninspired
I'm not judging, I'm telling you vibrate a little higher
I know it's hard when you're getting tempted by strong desires
Think about it, would it be worth it if you lost what mattered
I'm talking bout the people with you since day one
Family don't mean blood but me and my bloods we are one
Couple people I met on the way truly got my back
He might not know this but BlecksFlex kept me going with rap
Shout out my brother came a long way from that bedroom with the leaky roof
Spent most of our youth thinking bout suicide but we made it through
Went off to college living off loans knew this music shit was in my soul
Bought me my first and only mic
Still I use in this booth
What I spit is the truth
A unique point of view
But somedays I feel the blues
Can't figure out what to do
Since music is my therapy I'm writing down Entry Two
They say to start your day with gratitude
List all the stuff that you're grateful for
But I'm sitting here thinking
Why is that such a hard thing for me to do
Shout out to my pops we had a rough start but now we're good
I can't blame you, I blame all the trauma that you went through
Losing someone dear to your heart can really mess with you
Left alone in the world with two kids didn't know what to do
Shout out my other mother
Never met no one stronger
Dealing with many obstacles life is a roller coaster
I learned important lessons from you and for that I'm thankful
But the one I reject is to never be like my father
See
We all got our flaws and all
But as long as we can recognize that then we gone be alright
Sometimes it's a struggle to live but I'm thankful I'm alive
Every decisions I make is a step towards a better life
I hope my sister gets to find her way out
It's hard to hide the pain everyday when it's tryna come out
The courage that you're looking for is on the other side of doubt
There will never be a better time the future's right now
Shout out to my nigga 9Code
Shout out to Narsky
Entry two
Gratitude