I just want to go
I just want to leave
I don't want to be here
I just want to go
I just want to go
I just want to leave
I don't want to be here
I just want to go
Do you process all my art, right now I'm going through it
It keeps me up at night, I got the nightmares just to prove it
Nightmares After Midnight, my brain is seeking closure
It's another nights reminders of the inevitable exposure
Push myself my limits felt like days like giving up
Consumed by hearts reminders trying to dig out of this rut
Frustrated with the darkness that's been stuck inside my head
These twisted dreams that always turn and play that sorrowed dread
God help me now, as I'm praying in my bed
Never questioned life so much maybe I'm better left undead
Forcing puzzle pieces where they never should have been
A missing chair that's in a room don't let the devil in
I just want to go
I just want to leave
I don't want to be here
I just want to go
I just want to go
I just want to leave
I don't want to be here
I just want to go
Once young dumb and broke but right now I've changed my focus
The ones that stuck around me they could take me at my lowest
Crystallized by deep depression down the rabbit hole we go
Can I make it to tomorrow if part of me is never whole
And these days have been on repeat, groundhog day is just a bitch
No way to skip the process still dreaming I'm convinced
And in my dreams am I alive trapped inside looking out
Captivating conversation helps the sanity amount
And is the devil speaking if you're scared then draw the curtains
I've been living with my demons but I drown them all in bourbon
And I've made some sense of nightmares they just make us so much stronger
My demons are apart of me and with them I will prosper
I just want to go
I just want to leave
I don't want to be here
I just want to go
I just want to go
I just want to leave
I don't want to be here
I just want to go