Holding on to your last goodbye, I'm Writing songs till I'm satisfied, I'll Light up the darkness I'm starting to see But my lust for success is overwhelming me Blazin' up to fill the void you left feels Pretty good for a sober man, I'm Here in my bed looking over your page Now my nightly routine, 30 seconds to pain I wanna see you for the last time, I Am sick and tired of the past like, why Won't you believe me I'm high from my ego and low from my heart Waking up from a dream that was fake from the start Losing sleep from all this damn caffeine, and Scary dreams where you're loving me, you Tell me we're perfect, you'll be by my side Then I wake up to find out it's only a lie Blazin' up to fill the void you left feels Pretty good for a sober man, I'm Here in my bed looking over your page Now my nightly routine, 30 seconds to pain I wanna see you for the last time, I Am sick and tired of the past like, why Won't you believe me I'm high from my ego and low from my heart Waking up from a dream that was fake from the start I wanna see you for the last time, I Am sick and tired of the past like, why Won't you believe me I'm high from my ego and low from my heart Waking up from a dream that was fake from the start ♪ I wanna see you for the last time, I Am sick and tired of the past like, why Won't you believe me I'm high from my ego and low from my heart Waking up from a dream that was fake from the start I wanna see you for the last time, I Am sick and tired of the past like, why Won't you believe me I'm high from my ego and low from my heart Waking up from a dream that was fake from the start