It's been a long time Fuck the digital presence I wanted a real life Social pressure said I need college What a sick lie Don't know why you're still in the back of my mind Your gothic painted pretty face Strapped to the bed, your hands tied Mascara dripping down from her eyes Caught in a screen while were locked from the outside Hold tight, yeah ♪ Lying in the dark Spinning thoughts of you around my heart I'm too invested to sell out my archive 'Cause every memory of you reminds me I can feel alive Oh, captain, my captain, I'm seizing the day Spent a couple years under the sun to see I lost you to find my way Still a lonely poet, but I'll never hit the brakes All I can do is try God, I hope I make it Eyes always on the sky Waiting on a spaceship On a different level, I can't relate You don't believe it Honestly, I'm trying to be honest Can't you see it? Beyond To feel something's all that I want Escape from the thought that you're gone Escape from the yuh It's been a long time Fuck the digital presence I wanted a real life Social pressure said I need college What a sick lie Don't know why you're still in the back of my mind Still dreaming we were 17 Strapped to the bed, your hands tied Mascara dripping down to her thighs Caught in a screen while you're carving my eyes out Gone now, yuh