That's when I feel alive
I lift my head
To the sky when the butterflies fly away
When the butterflies fly away
When the butterflies fly away
I can't get no rest
I'm out here puffin' cigarettes
I drink until there's nothing left
Baby I can handle it
I need you like I need a hit
Hug me till you crack my ribs
Tell me there ain't nothin' left
Baby I can handle it
I lift my head
That night in Juneau
Sippin' Vino
Off the bottle
That's how we do
My heart is heavy
For my family
In that dirt
We lost a few
I'm Hydroplaning
God Sent the rain
No apologies actions heal pain
Stocks are up since we seen that first quarter
My exes seeing chumps
I'm out here seeing borders
I don't know if I should go that way
So many doubts running through my brain
All this poison running through my veins
I'm going crazy I'm not that safe in my head
I'm praying for some better days
This world is cold like a razor blade
I need to try my best and stay awake
I'm fading again in the darkness I lay in my bed
I got these problems
Still flexin' on em'
They like to fade away
Every time I call em'
I can take a loss
Even if I take a fall
I can take this shit
I can take it all
I drank that cold coffee left up in the pot
Been on autopilot workin' nights like a robot
Tryin to get my head straight picking up this dead weight
People say you change up when you came a long way
I don't know if I should go that way
So many doubts running through my brain
All this poison running through my veins
I'm going crazy I'm not that safe in my head
I'm praying for some better days
This world is cold like a razor blade
I need to try my best and stay awake
I'm fading again in the darkness I lay in my bed
When the butterflies fly that's when I feel alive
I lift my head to the sky
When the butterflies fly that's when I feel alive
I lift my head to the sky
When the butterflies fly away
When the butterflies fly away